24* 2 = 48; 48- 3(et) -10(ct) -n(st) -(zZZ) < = 10

3 hours,

To prove your worth,

To put your thoughts on paper,

To give some meaning,

To the wasted days you spent in languor,

One night,

To fill it all in your head,

Only to forget it the coming day!!

  Well all these lines makes perfect sense to people who know the condition of my studies on the previous day of my exams!!

      HEIGHTS!! is what everyone exclaims,when i say what my condition was  before the day of exams!

      This was the semester i've wasted my hours, days ,weeks and months like crazy for god knows what reasons, don't even know what great things i was doing,  but the time just flew .One week before exams i was all tensed thinking what will i do in this exams! Not studied a word for internals neither for class tests( :P kidding ??)

       I decided to study in college so that i'l study something at least if not everything!! Well that was a pretty decent time and preparation was actually  better than what i had done during last few sems study holidays!! Then i thought may be ive got some seriousness i can study at home ,stayed back for a day at home to study.But all i did was sleep and sit glued to computer !! And the very next day again i ran to   college to study!! Must say our college library is one peaceful place and more like the  Bodhy tree where Buddha got his enlightenment . 

      Well, what then went wrong  this exam ? I found the answer also-  The over confidence that drives me .. Come on !! I can study i have 2 more days which is equal to 48 hours and even with 4 hrs per unit i can do everything in just 20 hrs and relax for the rest 28hrs!! Is my calculation..(wow how nice!! if it seriously works) and what i do in those 48hrs time?? Yes definitely i'l have my book in hand  and even stare at it but for maximum 10min then sms my friends "how much over ya?"  They reply " just started ya! u??" and i reply "me too" .. and then go to kitchen search around for some spicy hot snacks  feel disappointed for not finding any!! Takes money from mom's purse tell her and run to a near by snacks shop buy some chips or stuffs like that come back chat with parents eat aaramse.. then blablabla.. over 5 hours!! again sms friends "how much over ya?" they say "just finished 1 unit ,started with 2nd im scared ya.. u?".
What should i reply!!??? i just reply "still doing unit 1..".. and this continues ..

        The time would have just ran off like that & its 8pm and tomorrow being my exam at 2pm,,i think for sometime!! My brain responds.." if u dont study now ul for sure flunk tomorrow,all that 1 week of studying goes waste!!"  Then i start with rocket speed(< < 1/1000 times rocket speed actually) and with all night jagarne  finish 3-4 units in 10hrs of sleepless night!!By then i feel confident ok i have 8 to 2 = 6 hrs time to do 5th unit and try to sleep of at 6am setting alarm at 7 am, but still not sleepy!! X(  what to do??try and close my eyes tight, keep the pillow above my head ,sleep upside down ,try all different sleeping  postures but that little clock ticking  sound is so annoying &  is so so disturbing my sleep,..finally i would have slept somehow!! i wake up at 8 and run to finish my morning duties get ready to college also and sit off!! see the time its 9:30.. My mom comes to my room ,,serving starts one by one- milk, breakfast( sometimes feeding also),she says few sweet little word's "tension madko beda yest aaythu??" i tend to be sweet but in the tension all that i reply is " inu aagilla hogamma, tension kodbeda ,hogu il eat myself "(very rude i know cant help ,mentally stressed out condition).. all that i would do at that time is turn and turn and turn the number of sheets im supposed to study and get more stressed (& thats when i realize the importance of infinity), and finally would have done 1/4 of 5th unit  and run to catch auto!!Finally me and my friend nandini speak nothing just travel together still turning sheets up and down and trying to absorb the contents of those pages & reach college just in time, rush to class room and sit with absolutely no confidence because havent even finished 5 units ,forget about revising what ever i had read!! What happens in exam hall....??? phew.. lets not discuss about that!!

PS:  The abbreviation in the title means et= eating time, ct = computer time , st =sms time (n =depends on stress level) zZZ= sleeping time(depends on tension level higher the tension lesser the value.. inversely proportional !!).


I  have an exam in other 32hrs from now.But still writing this post!! HEIGHTS!! isn't it??