Thursday, January 10, 2013

Pulled out of a comfort zone...

There I stayed safe and warm, with constant source of energy, unseen voices singing for me, a pleasant feeling for the care showered on me with nothing to worry, nothing to fear. I could only sleep, play and move around.

The feeling with in me was different every minute..mostly happy and joyous, while I moved my body and legs..there were times when I could also sense suffocation ...that felt like a pull in throat..and faster heart beat...and of all nothing could beat the tune of song that made me calm and put me of to sleep.

Suddenly a day I heard a tud so loud and before I realized I started feeling tired..the world around me started sinking .. my food, my bed everything drowned..and I was so tired ..soo tired.. Still pushing around trying to stretch and trying hard to breath.. Din know what was happening to the world of my own everything was drowning down... I was tired and sleepy.. Stopped fighting for breath and slept..

Suddenly was shaken up from my sleep loud noise very crancky and I felt something pulling me ..but there was nothing around me .. I was now drowning too but I was too tired to resist.. Suddenly it felt like I was dragged out to a different world.. There was something around my eyes... I couldn't breathe.. I couldn't open my eyes.. It was very bright..it was very cold.. And something was hurting all my body..I was not in my world anymore..it was too noisy outside my place.. Too bright and too suffocating..why did I come out..who pulled me out ...I cry cry cry and cry..suddenly a very soothing arms touched me and made me feel safe and it felt so good but dint last for too long.. somebody took me away... Turned me up side down, slapped me on my back.. Poured a warm water rubbed through my body.. I started crying all over again.. Rubbed me with something soft wrapped me around and made me warm. I was tired very very tired..by then I couldn't cry anymore.

Then I was again with those warm hands with whom I felt safe and belonged to. Who gave me something tasty to drink. And I stay there, feeling safe, drinking and fell asleep.

PS: Imagined from the view and sense of the  infant from the mothers womb..if you couldn't guess.

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